Again

everything is gone
and i am alone
staring at the phone
may be i ll get a call
and stop me to fall
and dont let me cry at all
everything is still
i am taking a pill
am i ill??
yes i am
and this is due to u mam
and it is 3AM
i am still waiting
no debating
and no hating
but still i want u to be here
with me, taking care
and the life i have, want to share

GOOD BYE

this is me standing in front of mirror

my life is not just a life its a thrill

everything... everything is moving away

the things which i always wanted to stay

and i am here wanted to say

that this is not the way i always wanted to play

but what .. what can i do now

its not me other people are doing it ... wow

abt my life... they have all the control

and me....i am just an a**hole

looking at them the way they are doing

only role which i have is viewing

why ... why its only with me

why cant i wake up in the morning and see

that i am.. what i always wanted to be

but i know... i knw it cant be done

and the best way is to use a gun

and say good bye to all ur loved one

Lonely Me

I Don't know where i am going
and where will i land,
what can i say about my life
its like a lonely beach with white sand...

nothing goes on my side
anything i get i loose,
this is my life
everytime on booze...

roaming all over delhi
with hundreds of people around,
but there is no one with whom
i can share my wounds...

i am abashed with my life
due to what cry
but tears don't flow out of my eyes
because they want me to fly....

ya i know a day will come
when i will smile,
because that will be the day
when god will open my file....

i know we cant be together
the pain will be there forever
i know u r too good for me
then what the abt the feeling i have, cant u see
u told me that we r just friends
and u r commited to someone u changes the trends
i know i cant be that good
but i will love u more than he could
i know i dont cant give u lots of money to live
But love is all i have, which i can give

this is for a girl who always told me that i was just a friend

girl dont act
this is a fact
not a tact
that i am in love with u
its spreading like a flu
in ma body its running thru
and i am sure that u know
i dont have to be a crow
to tell u that u r in ma flow
so why dont you tell me
that u r mine baby
or u r my antii
dont want to play this friend game
i am no more the same
i want u and me in a single frame
if u dont like me plz tell
dont make my life a hell
i assure i wont force u to gel
i will leave u and wont come back
though ma life without you will all be black
but no problem i ll live ma life with this crack
so as i knw that i wont force u for anything
tell me , am i worth becoming ur king
or i should leave ur way and start dieing
i am waiting for u baby
tell me fast as i am going crazy
i am waiting for u baby....