this is me standing in front of mirror
my life is not just a life its a thrill
everything... everything is moving away
the things which i always wanted to stay
and i am here wanted to say
that this is not the way i always wanted to play
but what .. what can i do now
its not me other people are doing it ... wow
abt my life... they have all the control
and me....i am just an a**hole
looking at them the way they are doing
only role which i have is viewing
why ... why its only with me
why cant i wake up in the morning and see
that i am.. what i always wanted to be
but i know... i knw it cant be done
and the best way is to use a gun
and say good bye to all ur loved one